12 weeks out! 3 months baby!

Soooooo hello there! Sorry I'm so late with another post! I actually got sick and I've had a head cold for the past three days! Don't worry, my diet is still going strong and I'm still training hard! Here are some updated pictures.

Back Double Bicep

Abs and Thigh

Side Tricep (My favorite pose!)

So I'm 12 weeks out now... that means 3 months more of dieting, training, and discipline! And uh... 3 months to eat my bacon burger with onion rings, sweet potato fries, and a bowl of butter milk sauce! WHO'S WITH ME!?

On a serious note though...

Yesterday morning doing cardio I was thinking about my family. First time in a while. Bodybuilding pretty much consumed my life and my career also helps... but there are moments when the past creeps into my mind like an idea implanted from a dream within a dream.. fuck you inception. It wasn't the typical "my thoughts are making me depressed" but it was more... "If they could see me now"... All that I've done with my life... Making it out of college on my own, fending for my own, buying my own car, having my own apartment, living my life.... on my own. It's a good life, just... lonely. I remember my mom's smile and my dad's laugh whenever I would say something retarded... I remember my brother's defensive nature over me.... Always taking care of me. They were happy memories... the things that I miss the most... the things I know I'll never have again. Maybe one day I'll be able to make new memories with a family of my own... Make my son or daughter laugh... share quiet memories with my future wife... maybe even tell um the story about how their dad used to be a bodybuilding teacher... If you're reading this, please... I beg you. Don't let go of the ones you truly love... if you have parents, don't take them for granted... tell them you love them every single day... because if the day ever comes where you know you've lost it all... you'd wish you had.

peace.

15 weeks out!

Hey guys back again! Sorry to keep you waiting so long for an update! Things have been crazy and I have been all over the place. Now that I got some peace and quiet I thought I'd share with you how things are going!

Currently I'm now sitting at 169 lbs. I've been dieting for 5 weeks now and have only lost 7-8 lbs. BUT... During the past 5 weeks I feel I put on some muscle mass due to two reasons... I feel fuller AND I'm getting stronger. So... I'm hoping this slow progression is due to gaining some muscle. I do feel MUCH leaner but the stomach area is being a bit stubborn! Anyway here's some progress pics.

Please keep in mind that prior to taking these pictures I consumed 1200 calories in carbs in my last 3 meals. That's almost a pound of rice with each meal!

Dorian Yates Side Tricep

Flab (ab) and Thigh!

Front Double Bicep

I call this "Mr. Crabz"

So yeah, sorry I look fat. Usually I take pics in the morning on an empty stomach (the natural look). So if you're thinking I look fat, keep in mind I seriously consumed a butt load of rice! =D

almost 15 weeks out!

Hey guys just wanted to update! Here's some updated pics!

Sorry it's 5 a.m!

Got those demon eyes comin' in!

RAWR!

So that's it for now! be back later for more!